so this is how i feel about unconditional love.
imagine you were in love with a guy, and you thought he loved you for your mind, your heart, the things you could talk about together
and then it turned out he only wanted you for your body.
he has the hots for how you look physically, and your brain doesn’t matter.
your entire personality could get replaced by something 100% opposite, and as long as your hot bod didn’t change, he would feel exactly the same about you
…sucks, right?
now, imagine he ALSO didn’t want you for your body.
your whole personality AND YOUR WHOLE BODY could be replaced with the exact opposite, and he would STILL feel the same.
what in the absolute fuck.
what
…what does he even love about you then
WHAT does he love.
because it sure as hell isnt YOU, by any definition you can understand
but it seems to exist in the same… times and spaces as you?
but on some completely different plane, imperceptible to your senses???
how does this even work
what
what
what
…anyway this is why having parents is an eldritch horror