“why you getting all emotional in the hardware store?”
“I keep imagining this scenario where Kirk and Spock want to be together but never got to, because circumstances forced them into separate lives where they can hardly ever meet… and because of Vulcan biology they have to plan those few meetings around Spock’s pon farr cycle… and so Spock only gets to see Kirk when he’s already desperate and not fully himself, and in the paranoia of the blood fever he can’t tell for sure if this heavenly apparition coming toward him is really his beloved or just a fevered hallucination, or if Kirk even still cares for him after so much time apart, so all that’s going through his mind as they meet is just, ‘please be real. please stay'…”
“and WHY are you thinking about that now, specifically?”
“um…”
(playing on the store loudspeaker:)