I mean this genuinely, and also as a massive hypocrite: watching the election results come in this early in the night will not make you happy, and it will not tell you who is going to win the election.
Reporting comes in inconsistently. There is a mild panic about Virginia every four years before the extremely blue counties report all of their numbers.
It will feel bad. It will look bad. Until states have reported enough to get an actual clear view of the results, we have no way of knowing if it will be bad.
Give yourself a break. If you must watch, watch on mute. This will be a long day or multiple days. Pace yourself.