while passion to the point of desperation is undeniably more flattering i have to admit that indifference is life ruiningly unbearably attractive to me
show me someone who always looks bored, speaks tonelessly without variation in pitch or volume, forces a smile that fails to reach their eyes for appearances’ sake, consistently fails to be impressed or intimidated by anyone or anything, or outright confesses that they don’t think about things that are widely considered essential to the human condition at all and i’ll be on my knees gasping and panting like i’ve been punched 20 times in the chest #mynothing