dismalspectre:

does anyone know how to get what you want when you’re the type of person who avoids everything

keep avoiding everything, like you already want to. but especially avoid wanting anything except that.

if avoidance is your only want, it is achievable. If you can’t stop having other wants, maybe the avoidance can keep them locked up behind walls that will outlast the natural lifespan of your body, so they will never have to be dealt with.